About Me

Hi.  I'm Carla.  If you're reading this, I sincerely hope you aren't going through what I'm going through, but I suspect you might be.

I met my soul mate in July of this year.  We met online.  We became friends instantly.  Something just clicked.  He was troubled the entire time I knew him, but I had no idea how bad it was at first.  Our relationship progressed rather quickly, and before long I knew he was my soulmate.   I don't believe that soulmates are necessarily romantic partners, but just someone you click with, and know you belong with, in some way or another. Chris just got me in a way that no one else ever had.  I loved him tremendously.

Sadly, Christopher has passed away.  I knew him for 113 days.  I wouldn't trade a single one of those days for anything in the world, even the really hard days.

I started this blog because I like to write.  And I need to share my feelings.   And I hope it helps someone else out there who is going through a rough time.  I'm working on getting through this, and it's so hard doing it alone.  Chris was the best thing that ever happened to me.  There's a lot more information about how to deal with the grief when it's your spouse, but not as much for a relationship like ours.  I'm doing this thing, though.  I love him with everything I am, and I know it's going to be HARD, but I'll get through it.