Hi. I'm Carla. If you're reading this, I sincerely hope you aren't going through what I'm going through, but I suspect you might be.
I met my soul mate in July of this year. We met online. We became friends instantly. Something just clicked. He was troubled the entire time I knew him, but I had no idea how bad it was at first. Our relationship progressed rather quickly, and before long I knew he was my soulmate. I don't believe that soulmates are necessarily romantic partners, but just someone you click with, and know you belong with, in some way or another. Chris just got me in a way that no one else ever had. I loved him tremendously.
Sadly, Christopher has passed away. I knew him for 113 days. I wouldn't trade a single one of those days for anything in the world, even the really hard days.
I started this blog because I like to write. And I need to share my feelings. And I hope it helps someone else out there who is going through a rough time. I'm working on getting through this, and it's so hard doing it alone. Chris was the best thing that ever happened to me. There's a lot more information about how to deal with the grief when it's your spouse, but not as much for a relationship like ours. I'm doing this thing, though. I love him with everything I am, and I know it's going to be HARD, but I'll get through it.