Happy anniversary baby. 5 months ago today I sent you that first message. I had no idea how much you would change my life. How you would make me so happy, and then so sad, in such a short amount of time. I wouldn't change a single minute that I had with you, I just wish I had had a lot more. I love you so much. And missing you is so hard.
I think I'm doing a little better these days though. I still miss you so much it hurts, but I can finally see that I'm going to be ok, even though I have to live without you. I'm still mad that I do have to live without you. But I think I can do it now. I'll always love you so much. Nothing will ever change that. You taught me so many important things. And I still believe each of us was born specifically for the other one. I think we belonged together. I'm glad you were mine, even if it wasn't nearly long enough.
I love you baby. I'm so glad I sent you that message 5 months ago and you responded. I wish you were here right now, so I could have told you that in person this morning with a hug and a smile. You're always going to be a big part of who I am though. For the rest of my life. Thanks for loving me baby.
I love you and miss you.