Merry Christmas in heaven baby. I love you. I really wish you were here with me. I miss you so much.
My internet has been down a bunch today. I don't know why. But it sucked. I wanted to write to you on here earlier.
Watching Elliott open his presents today was bittersweet. You should have been here with us babe. You should have watched Elliott open his presents. You should have played video games with him while I cooked dinner. Babe, I hate it that you can't be with us anymore. I'm sure Christmas in heaven was great. I just wish you had spent it in North Dakota instead.
Your mom posted pics of you on Facebook. Even though I had seen them all before, it still made me miss you so much. You were so handsome. I wish I could still wake up next to you in the morning, and fall asleep touching you at night. I cried myself to sleep this morning. Christmas was hard without you.
I love you and I miss you so much.