I love you. I miss you. I wish you could come home. I know you can't. But I've never wanted anything so bad in my life. How do I do this without you? Why did you love me so much, and yet still leave me? I thought I knew what heart break felt like. But I had no idea. I had no idea about pain that makes you wish you were dead. Not just because I miss you, but because the pain is so bad. Baby I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I should have done more for you. I am so sorry. I ruined our entire lives by not trying harder. I'm so sorry. If I had tried harder, and been a better girlfriend, you would be here with me right now. I'm so sorry. I loved you so much. But it wasn't enough. I'm sorry.
I love you more than I ever thought possible. And I miss you even more than that.